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GUESS WHAT! I have lost weight! Yes Yes, this is so great!.
Sorry Mandi didnt get to tell you earlier, but yeah!!!!!!! this is awesome.
I am soooo excited,lol. I couldnt believe it, i had to recheck it over and over OMG. I didnt believe it again so I weighed my daughter. I weighed in the same day at the same place they weighed her at the doc a few days ago, so i figured if the scale was right on her then it must be on me as well! RIGHT? Well it was right on for her...... Are you ready to hear how much it says that i lost??? I also mark it up to water weight as well, but lost weight is lost weight!
Ok ...ok...ok.... I will tell you know....But first I will have you know today was all going along smoothly until i was just so close to making it home. I got a flat tire tonight! not just flat.....it blew....it seperated and there was wire mesh poking up everywhere, didnt realize this till the fix a flat decided to come through, yeah a $10 can.
I got hold of Jake and he came and got me....we will figure it out, although, just put the last of my money in the tank,lol. Go figure, well, i bet you are still wondering???
I HAVE LOST 14LBS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HONEST that is what it said!!!!! Tomorrow i am starting a colon cleanse and Acai berry as well, I sure hope they help!! well that is all for tonight, other needing some major help with a few orders lol!
well there will be more tomorrow!

I purchased Alli!!

I am starting my Low-Cal, Low-Fat diet with ALLI tomorrow! I am excited. I read all the leaflets it came with and I truly think I can do this. Wish Me LUCK!!

I lost out today.....

Hello, I so wanted to go to the Jones center today, but Kaitie wasnt feeling well at all! I hope she can get over this soon. The antibiotics don't seem to be doing as good a job. She has another Dr's appointment so we will see. At least shes not screaming that her ear hurts.
I am still smoke free, I think that is a good done deal.
My weight is still an issue. But that will come in due time i am positive. I know that the largest part of my problem is just believing in my self. And you know what? Its the biggest truth. I will kick this habit, this food habit, lol. I will get up and get moving.
I am going to make a point to get to the Jones Center and exercize and go swimming!!!! I know that kaitie would have a blast on the ICE!!
Tomorrow is a one more day that i will try that much harder. I will post again tomorrow. going to meet Mandi in town to pick up flyers and run some errands I can't wait! So more later...... Gonna go jump in shower, lol thats an image to make a person loose weight right there lol. good night.

my day

We went to the jones center and swam today. And weighed in!! I weighed 212. Kathy lost 6 pounds and is in the 200's now!!! And ryan (hubby) weighed 300!! He has lost 10 pounds! O'Well mary and I will have our day!

Realization....

Well, i have come to realise that my body hates me,lol. Yup. More like a defiant 3 yr old. I want it to do what i tell it to and expect it to understand and it throws a fit and does the exact opposite.
I have been really trying on the diet. I don't believe that i have lost any weight, but can tell that I have lost inches. At least that is what I am told. I actually believe that i haven't lost a stinking pound or inch,lol. I think its running all over the place. what was on my belling packed up and went to live with my booty.
I have been eating my veggies, a salad everyday, no matter what. I have been watching the amount that i eat at a time. I know I expect way too much right off the bat, but I would rather have some kind of expectations than none at all.
This year I am going to be more positive, I am going to have a back bone!! I am going to spend more time with my daughter. Make more time for my family and make more time for my friends! Oh yeah, I think I will try to make more time to clean house as well, hum....
I will be starting a new venture soon. I have decided to start selling TBS@H~The Body Shop at Home. Its great product! I feel that it compliments my RHC as well. And in doing so Maybe the spa treatments will do wonders for my disposition, lol.
Many factors are at play, when it come to me staying sane. Right now they are mainly, my family, my work and my BFF Mandi.
I have continued working on the smoking blanket. now it keeps my chocolate cravings at bay. I have thought about selling it, but at least if I kept it I could say this is what got me through,lol. NOT Kaitie would take it and claim it as hers lol. (she and Jake would fight over it,lol)
Bye the way, IF anyone really cares to know this!!!!!!!!!THE GRAPEFRUIT JUICE IS HORRIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL. But am doing the best that I can or at least to the best of my tolerance. I have slept for about 4 1/2 hours and I am back up again. I think that I will lay back down now for a little bit. My hip is truly hurting me this morning. I wonder if i hit something or slept hard on it? Need to ease it and the house is calm so I'm going back to bed! Talk to you all again later!

diet??

Went to the Jones center yesterday and stepped on their scale....212. So I havent lost a whole lot. But I am going to go up there every mon or tues and weigh in.

Swimming on sunday!

Got alot of hair to do today! YEAHHHH...Was asked a question yesterday that put me in my place???

"Will you do my mom's hair when she dies??" I said "Of course I will...It will be hard but I will do it."

Thoughts or opinions on this??

WELL I blew it......

Lol, I blew it big time lol. On Tuesday I met up with Mandi in town. We had lunch together and she did really good, but i BLEW IT! I had a BLT with extra Mayo! And a really big tea,lol. Later that after noon, after I took kaitie it to the doctor, I met up with jake and we ate in town. We went to The Pavillion, for those who dont know, its a chinese Buffet! And boy I really dug in. I was really depressed i guess you could say......Earlier while at the Doc's office with Kaitie I used the scales to weigh in and guess what it said???......315. I have not lost ONE STINKING POUND!!! When i got home i tried really hard to not snack or anything. Before bed i gave in and at a chocolate pop tart. okay i at the whole stinking package (2 tarts). Jake informed me that i was doing great in that department. Said hey dont most people gain lots of weight when they quit smoking and you havent gained anything! I said the night is still young,lol. yeah very positive huh. Anyway, I understand and agree with him, but it still sucks. I have been eating so differently and exercising and all. Well, at least i havent picked up another cig. 3 days now!!!!!Today hasnt been so hard. Went to fun city to meet up with other moms in the NWA Playgroup. it was okay, missed my friends lol. Kaitie had the biggest blast ever! After she puked, yup on the way over there she PUKED!All over her self lol it was discusting but I swung in to the local dollar store got her another outfit and cleaned her up and figured we were already there and she was crying wanting to go so we did and she loved it. It was a lot of fun just wish that it was closer to home. I have had another sandwich on wheat bread and oven roasted turkey. I may have stepped out of line on my diet but am going to pick it right back up. And yes i was mean to Mandi and i admit it. I made her wait to have a cig,lol. That was fun lol Just kidding. but it was good for you.!
Am posting now because I fear that not if but when i sit in my recliner i will fall asleep and well. im that tired. Does anyone remember what it was like to play in a Ball Pit? Hum......